Friday, November 6, 2009

*The views expressed in this entry are personal and in no way reflect those of City Year or AmeriCorps.*

A public education in a tiny New Jersey middle-class town really blinds you to the terrible injustices of the American education system.  Up until about a month ago, actually, I remained pretty naive to the how misplaced the priorities are of those running our education system.

My students spend their school days confined to the basement of the school that provides neither the resources nor the opportunities for these kids to reach their full potential.  It was only 3 weeks ago that these students had 7 teachers, normal sized class, and some element of stability in their education.  Because of lack of funding, or lack of communication, or just plain misplacement of priorities, they are now left with 4 teachers and classes of 86 kids for almost half of their day.  It is completely impossible for one teacher to have a lesson prepared and taught to 86 kids in one classroom.  The teachers don't have the materials and the students don't have the attention span.  The class period becomes 100 minutes of watching a movie, copying mindless notes off of a powerpoint, or breaking up fights.

As hard as we fight to get these students to come to school everyday, why would they come to school to sit in a crowded room watching movies and getting screamed out for half of the day?  What is happening at my school is a regression back to the days of one room school-houses.  All skill levels shoved into one room for a long period of time and told to get a proper education.   

As my students sit in math class watching a movie about race cars and painting their nails, the powers-that-be sit in their comfy chairs and pass along memos telling the administration and teachers of my school to suck it up.  I can't bring myself to understand how a problem this big could just be ignored and brushed aside.  Not only is it completely defeating the purpose of schooling and education, but it's also wildly illegal to have that many students in one room with one teacher.  

How can a system that has made a name out of educational reform ignore what's going on in this school?  If this situation is at the very bottom on their list of priorities, I can't even begin to imagine what's at the top of that list.  That just opens my eyes to how corrupt and politicized the education system has become. At what point did we lose sight of the actual goal of education?  How did the kids get lost in all of this?  

I wish I had the answers to these questions and so many more, but I don't.  As I've helplessly stood by and watched this situation unfold and tear apart the school days of my students, I've realized just how passionate I am about education reform and service.  This one instance shone a spotlight on this one problem in this one city.  It's just a drop in the bucket.  The education system is crumbling all over.  There are so many social injustices and problems in this country and in this world.  I obviously can't tackle all of them, but the idea of devoting my career and life to service in the future is more and more appealing by the day. I can't think of anything more rewarding.

I'm only 4 months into a year of full-time service and I've already begun to feel more empowered, civic minded, and responsible than I ever have before.  Everyone has a civic duty to national service.  I'm not saying that every American has to perform a year of full-time service.  I'm saying that every American is capable of spending the day at a food bank, a homeless shelter, a Habitat build.  If every American took one day to devote to service think of the possibilities.  There's a Martin Luther King Jr quote that City Year uses a lot that I think sums up what I'm saying- "Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve."  You don't need a college degree or an open checkbook to enact change.  You need a few hours and an open mind.  
I know that not many people read this blog, but I hope that my words (or MLK's) got through to someone enough to make them pencil a day of service into their planner in between the meetings and the appointments.  

2 comments:

  1. It absolutely breaks my heart and I know exactly what you guys go through on a daily basis at J McD. I'm in the process of writing letters and making phone calls--and I'll do my absolute best to bring attention to this huge issue because it just isn't fair to the staff or any of the students.

    Don't forget that you guys are truly heroes!

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  2. Gal Friday. .... You are amazing, forever changin and forever impressing me with your thoughts and ideas. Keep on being you my love ps I miss you terribley. <3 captain amazing

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